  {"id":50809,"date":"2013-10-22T17:04:09","date_gmt":"2013-10-22T17:04:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/?p=50809"},"modified":"2021-10-05T17:11:52","modified_gmt":"2021-10-05T17:11:52","slug":"lori-peterson-believe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/2013\/10\/22\/lori-peterson-believe\/","title":{"rendered":"This I Believe, October 2013: Lori Peterson"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2>Belief and <em>Believing In<\/em><\/h2>\n<p><strong>by Lori Peterson, Associate Vice President\u00a0and Dean of Graduate and Professional Studies<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/17\/2013\/10\/This-I-Believe.jpeg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-54333 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/17\/2013\/10\/This-I-Believe-300x300.jpeg\" alt=\"This I Believe: Podcast 1950's printed in front of a headshot of Edward R. Murrow\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/17\/2013\/10\/This-I-Believe-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/17\/2013\/10\/This-I-Believe-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/17\/2013\/10\/This-I-Believe.jpeg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>A few years ago, I was part of a group of faculty and staff at Augsburg that gathered to reflect on our individual sense of vocation and our collective sense of calling as a College.\u00a0 It was an inspiring, deeply reflective set of days spent reading, thinking, and sharing.\u00a0 One of our culminating experiences was to write a \u201cThis I Believe\u201d essay, based on the popular 1950\u2019s radio series hosted by Edward R. Murrow.\u00a0 The exercise of writing and the essays that emerged were powerful.\u00a0 In reflection on the work of writing my essay, though, it seems to me that there is a difference between articulating what we believe (know to be true) and what we <em>believe in.<\/em>\u00a0 For me, <em>believing in <\/em>something is the definition of <em>faith<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p><!--more-->As I look back at my life, I can see that I\u2019ve spent a fair amount of time and energy in exploration of belief, but feel I\u2019ve spent a lesser amount of time exploring what it means to <em>believe in something<\/em> [to have faith] and just what it is I believe in.\u00a0 I guess it could be said that I have explored ways to believe in many \u2018genres,\u2019 primarily but not exclusively Christian.\u00a0 I was baptized and in early years attended a Missouri Synod Lutheran Church.\u00a0 Then, because my parents felt conflicted in the Missouri Synod, I grew up and was confirmed in a United Church of Christ (Congregational) environment where I sang in the adult choir, taught Sunday school, and in general, enjoyed a sense of belonging to a faith community.\u00a0 During my early college years, I attended Inter-Varsity Christian Fellowship gatherings and Assembly of God church services with my roommate \u2013 they were just so much more vocal and expressive (e.g., fun) than my staid UCC experience.\u00a0 Soon, however, the novelty wore off and I found myself yearning for a more reflective environment, so I returned to the UCC.\u00a0 Then, as part of the transition to married life (the first round), I agreed to take classes and join the Catholic Church.\u00a0 A conflict of belief related to the practice of the confession (and conflict in the marriage) had me again back at my home UCC church.\u00a0 Fast forward a few years when I was introduced to the ELCA upon moving to Minneapolis-St. Paul, and I\u2019d come full circle back to the Lutheran belief system. \u00a0In more recent years, experiences such as living in Japan, spending time on the Rose Bud Indian Reservation and teaching business students about religious diversity in the workplace have all allowed me to further explore the belief systems of Shintoism, Buddhism, indigenous spirituality, Judaism, and Islam.<\/p>\n<p>Back to the <em>This I Believe<\/em> essay I wrote just a few years ago. As part of the essay, I stated that I believe there is comfort that can be present in trial, even the trial of surviving the wrenching death of a daughter; a comfort that does not necessarily provide answers.\u00a0 I did not state specifically where I believe this comfort comes from.\u00a0 What I can say now, upon further reflection and as a product of all of the exploration that I have described above, is I am convicted it comes from some being beyond me and that this being is ultimately benevolent.\u00a0 It is a part of and at the root of all creation. I have met, felt, and heard this being.\u00a0 It is in me and in you; in my dog, cat and horse friends; in my shady basswood tree and the prairie grass that blows in the wind; and it is in the love we share among us. It was made manifest in the personhood of Jesus Christ, and it was present in Mohammed and the Buffalo Calf Woman.\u00a0 It is a holy spirit, and I <em>believe in<\/em> its presence as a comforter, guide, and wisdom giver.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Belief and Believing In by Lori Peterson, Associate Vice President\u00a0and Dean of Graduate and Professional Studies A few years ago, &#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":339,"featured_media":54333,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[165,217,181,180,8],"tags":[225,22,176],"class_list":["post-50809","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-christensen-center-for-vocation","category-guest-writers","category-staff","category-theology","category-this-i-believe","tag-lori-peterson","tag-theology","tag-vocation"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50809","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/339"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=50809"}],"version-history":[{"count":10,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50809\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":54335,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50809\/revisions\/54335"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/54333"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=50809"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=50809"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/ccv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=50809"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}