{"id":50121,"date":"2019-04-22T20:00:52","date_gmt":"2019-04-22T20:00:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/alumni\/?p=50121"},"modified":"2022-11-09T15:24:30","modified_gmt":"2022-11-09T15:24:30","slug":"augsburg-family-spotlight-bruce-91-and-michael-rivers-19","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.augsburg.edu\/alumni\/2019\/04\/22\/augsburg-family-spotlight-bruce-91-and-michael-rivers-19\/","title":{"rendered":"Augsburg Family Spotlight: Bruce ’91 and Michael Rivers ’19"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Michael Rivers \u201819<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Facing an Unexpected Tragedy<\/h2>\n

When Michael Rivers graduates from Augsburg this spring, he plans to do some private investigative work for criminal lawyers, and then enroll in law school. His goal of becoming a criminal defense attorney with a private practice would seem like a natural progression, especially since that\u2019s what his father has done since 1998. But his pathway to this decision was a long and painful one\u2014and never a given.<\/p>\n

Rivers recalls that growing up in the southwest Minneapolis house once occupied by his great-grandparents, he sensed a strong bond between his parents (both Auggies who went on to earn doctorates), and he enjoyed many childhood pleasures\u2014skiing, baseball, and biking the Minnehaha Parkway weekly to Lake Harriet. Life seemed simple then.<\/p>\n

But he remembers a lot of fighting, too. When Rivers was five years old, his parents divorced. In the beginning, that wasn\u2019t very troubling for a five-year-old\u2014it meant two birthday celebrations, two Christmas gatherings, two homes, and several \u201cdouble events.\u201d But within the year, his mother died and\u2014even though the full impact of having her \u201cgone forever\u201d didn\u2019t really sink in\u2014he managed to continue with sports and many of his other activities, including regular attendance at his dad\u2019s Sunday School class. He also participated in an \u201camazing grief group\u201d at his elementary school, which helped him talk about death with peers and contributed greatly to healing and an understanding of death.<\/p>\n

As Rivers was entering his teens, he was told the truth about how his mother had died. She had not been sick, as he had been led to believe. She had taken her own life\u2014just as his grandfather and uncle had done. This new information\u2014and the intentionality of those deaths\u2014forced him to reconstruct everything on which he felt his life had been based.<\/p>\n

Trying to Cope<\/h2>\n

He began drinking at age 13, becoming intoxicated regularly to calm the chatter in his brain. During his teen years (the \u201ctrouble phase\u201d), Rivers quit going to church. He no longer had any interest in academics, and his grades plummeted. He resented and disregarded authority and started lying to his father. Expelled from one high school for possessing a taser, he ended up attending three others. He was arrested four times. He ran away from home four times, once ending up in Omaha where he was arrested for shoplifting and being a runaway, another time in Colorado where the $6,000 he had stolen from his father funded a weeklong drug ride, and twice in Florida. He \u201cwent through a lot of friends\u201d and surrounded himself with people who had low expectations of him.<\/p>\n

The fire that fueled the animosity he then felt toward the world was his understanding of his mother\u2019s death. He felt betrayed and lied to. He was haunted by the image of his mother in her casket: the lifeless body that once held his life inside of her, and the burn marks on her lips from the gun she used\u2014and the images still inhabit his dreams today.<\/p>\n

While in an after-care treatment program, Rivers learned there were school programs that could help him earn a GED\u2014a fact that became enticing only when he discovered he could possibly get into Augsburg as well. Though his high school academic record held little promise, his optimism increased as he recalled nostalgically the stories from his parents about how much they had enjoyed Augsburg. He also learned more about the StepUP program, Augsburg\u2019s residential collegiate recovery community.<\/p>\n

When Rivers began his studies at Augsburg, he lived in the dorms. He ended his first year with a 2.1 GPA, a slight improvement from high school. But he knew he could do much better. In terms of the required sobriety in StepUP, he had relapsed the first time and had to join the program again. But soon he began to thrive and discovered that there was great value for him in the communal connection he found in the StepUP community, even with substantial staff turnover in the program and some gossiping that can come from living in close proximity.<\/p>\n

The Road Ahead<\/h2>\n

Throughout his Augsburg years, he has gone through waves of emotions, thinking about his mother and the strong possibility that he has likely sat in the same classrooms as she did, interacting with some of the same professors (like Dr. Nancy Steblay, the psychology professor for whom his mother once wrote a meta-analysis).<\/p>\n

And he has changed. His outlook on his mother\u2019s death has gone from intense grief and resentment of her and the world to a fuller understanding and admiration of the person she was, and a respect for the world around him. Now, as he approaches graduation time, Rivers can taste victory. Of the last 15 classes he has taken, he has earned a 4.0 in 13 of them, putting him on the Dean\u2019s List for four consecutive semesters and likely resulting in a 3.5 GPA when he graduates.<\/p>\n

In the years ahead, Rivers sees himself working on hard criminal cases, owning property, working at both passive incomes and vacation destinations, and traveling the world with the one he loves. Given his skills in photography, he may even start a film production company. But as he pursues law school and a career, his work in Augsburg\u2019s student government will likely be useful, as will advice and encouragement from his lawyer father, Bruce \u201991, who is especially pleased about his son\u2019s progress. Bruce says, \u201cIt is only through hard work and perseverance that this fine young man has achieved all that he has.\u201d He must be especially gratified that Michael has chosen to pursue the same career path as he did.<\/p>\n

–by Cheryl Crockett \u201889<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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